UP AND DOWN AND UP AGAIN.

bear with it, my keyboard juz won't let me type the letter s. i'll replace it with a _

alright then, let_ begin. _o nothing much _ince the la_t time i blogged. only one or two highlight_. PTM wa_ one! definitely! and there_ al_o the other thing about wanting to let go only to find that you cant cau_e it_ too good when you hold on. _igh...

PTM! for the fir_t time in my upper _econdary life ha my parent-teacher-meeting been le__ than 30min! haha, i wa_ (dang_, now i cant type x. i'll replace it with a +) e+pecting mr_ wong to _cold me and lecture for about an hour or _o. BUT...miracal_ or miracal_! _he _aid that my attitude had improved and that i had to do more TY_ que_tion_! that_ all! _eriou_ly.._o _o une+pected.

ok, and then there_ that _ituation i'm having. ah, it_ my blog, _o i'll ju_t complain all i want.
people out there, have you ever felt like letting go of _omething? like the deep deep deep deep deep feeling_ you harbor for that _pecial _omeone? but at the very very very la_t moment, ju_t when you're about all ready to _ay, "ok, forget about liking him/her. it_ time to move on.", you _uddenly feel thi_ UBER _TRONG emotion, that when you held on to tho_e feeling_, it actually felt that good. yup, that_ what i'm going through now. imagine having to juggle that with _chool work, friend_ and the ever-pre_ent endeavor of trying to hide your feeling_ from the world. mary_e koh once _aid, " you_hould ju_t tell her". ea_ier _aid than done.

but you know what? i've decided NOT to let go. at leat not till the very la_t mili_econd. until we lo_e all form_ of communication. i'm not gonna give up that ea_ily. not on her.

haha, i _ound determine. ahh, anyway, that_ all. i'll be back when i have more _tuff to e+pre__ my thought_ and feeling_ about.



GOGOGO! GOGOGO! GOGGOGO!