you know how i said that i was really touched by God in camp that time? well, today i found out something even better. that in even the darkest of times, when you're most down, God can come and carry you up. haha, i don't know. i'm just so relieved things did'nt take a turn for the worse. so glad, so happy and ever so thankful. hah, i'd never expect God to actually work in me in such an seemingly un-suitable place. right here at my com table. haha, i was just so relieved that i just grabbed my bible, hugged it and prayed. and i felt a feeling that i've never felt before. this warm feeling throughout my body, making me feel at peace. i guess it was God's love. i'm so happy, really. thank you God, thank you for carrying me when i was simply down. thank you for everything. words can't express how thankful i feel for what you've done Lord.

this post, dedicated to my God. i love you Lord!


and thanks yeah? for understanding. this one's for you too. :)