WHEE, HERE WE GO AGAIN.

damn. its always like that. i talk big and say that i don't care about what will happen bluh bluh bluh. BUT BUT, in the end, all it takes is a few words and a frustrated(?) photo, to get me to lose my resolve and go sorry sorry and feel that i should'nt even have harboured those thoughts. not that its bad, but it just shows how how how, i don't know how to say.

whatever it is, i hope i'm forgiven, and that you know i was just saying what i think, not argueing with you like what rachel thought, fingers-crosssed. dad always told me that when it came to girls or woman, sincerely saying you're sorry helps. i certainly hope it does.

this post, out to joan, as a sincere apology, and purely an apology.