I JUST FELT LIKE BLOGGING.

i was going to prepare to do quiet-time, but decided to blog a little and blog-hop for a while. came across a few meaningful songs, that spoke to me. funny how songs have that effect to just to help you say what you want to say. anyway, if you had'nt noticed, my blog song is Let Go by Boys Like Girls. ahh, what a great song. haha

i learnt the whole of Hey There Delilah today. managed to change the lyrics around here and there to fit. and thought, "hey that sounds good, maybe it'll work". then i realised that maybe it would'nt. just like all my songs so far, good to me, but actually just delusions of grandeuer. i always sound overly-sensitive when it comes to this kinda things. maybe i am? or maybe its cause no one likes to be disappointed. i came across some words today, which were sorta maybe what i should do.
maybe all i've been doing has been empty.
maybe all i've been doing has been not letting go.
maybe i should'nt chase dreams that were not meant for me.
maybe i should leave two people to their fates and not intervene.
maybe, just maybe.
and then again, something calls out to me, asking me not to give up, and hold on.
if that feeling was wrong, and the maybes correct,
then excuse me, cause i gave my best for the large part of 2 years.

who knows? maybe its THESE kind of sad posts that cause my situation. maybe if i don't type them and keep things to myself, things would be different. then maybe, they might just be the thing that helps me. i don't know. but i take a gamble, and hope this pays off,