MY TURN TO BE EMO

"Love Ya Babe!!"

don't need to explain any further. any guy im sure would feel crushed when he sees these words as the personal nick of the guy. not just any guy. but the guy who likes a girl. and the girl likes him too. and the girl is the one you like. i'm not only emo, but pain. maybe i'm over-reacting again, but i'm not giving up.

i'll wait, here always, being that behind-the-scenes guy.


WHAT HURTS THE MOST

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

i'm not afraid to cry
everyonce in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend im okay
but thats not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been,
and not seeing that loving you,
was what i was trying to do.

its hard to deal with the pain of losing you
but im doing it
its hard to force that smile when i'm with our old friends and im alone
still harder

getiing up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know, if i could do it over
i would trade, give away
all the words that i saved in my heart
that i had left unspoken

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
was what i was trying to do.