BORED. AGAIN.

hello, this is the second post today. mainly cause i'm super bored. theres practically nothing to do in the house! i want to play, but i deleted all my games. guitar's getting a little boring too. and as for studying, i know i should be, but i don't fell like it. at all. people like jon soh have it lucky. he does'nt take o levels and was confirmed a place in jc from the moment he stepped into sec 1. aiyah. ok, i'm just saying random stuff here. and, next thursday should be tiring. wake up at 5 just to go to jurong. aiyah. yeah, so i've run out of stuff to say. but i've been thinking though...

is'nt it ironic, how sometimes we have things inside which we so want to let out, but we don't dare because we keep thinking of the consequences if we do so. and even when the clock starts ticking down and the time left gets short, we still don't dare to, because all our fears and inhibitions of what might happen will take over you when you feel like saying. see thats the problem with life, theres always two sides to everything. and everytime we come to a deciding moment where you have something to say or do, your brain takes over and shows you what might happen if you do what you want to do. and then all those positive thoughts of what might could have been just dissolve away, and you leave demoralised, thinking, "cannot one lah. things sure won't go my way". why must things be like that? i wish i could just look on the one side i want to be on. then again you never know what will happen if you say what you mean.