MY GOSH

see lah? sometimes dad's mood swings make me mad, sometimes they make me feel super bad. like today! he called before going on flight and suddenly had a heart-felt talk to me about family life. he even said he would let the bbq go through and would go out so that we could enjoy ourselves fully! awww man. i feel so bad, esp. since i've been saying all those stuff about them. the part that made me feel the worse! he said that he would tank all the damage from mum for letting the bq go through. and he said that he was doing so cause he wanted me to go into the new year happy! AHHH! i feel like such an un-fillial son! damn damn damn. sigh, some things you just wish you had'nt jumped into doing.

this is why i say my dad's a good dad. he's a little cranky and sometimes mad, but deep down inside, he's a true blue family man. what dad said is really true. we must stand up for one another no matter what and accept one another. thats what family is for.

i'm so sorry dad. thanks for being accomodating. i appreciate it. and i will learn that virtue. thanks dad.

this post dedicated to dad.

and yes, i'll not stay angry at mum because i must learn to be accomodating towards people.

thank you dad for all the lessons.