ADRENALINE RUSH

ahh, my heart is going to burst. i'm having freaking anxiety attacks and adrenaline is shooting through me oh-so often. and its not even the 24th yet. urgh..i'm not afraid of what has been cast, i just really dont like this feeling. guess its natural but still, i dread it.

i pray Lord,
That my dream in San Francisco will come through, that i will get 13points.
That the internship you blessed me with has not been in nought, that it'll help me get into a Mass Com course.
That you calm this heart of mine.
That you bless me with peace of mind.

above all, that i can find it in me, to just put it all into your hands Lord.