191th POST

its 3am Friday morning. seeing that i have no school later, i am staying up late. oh well, pretty lazy to update about the day's happenings and stuff. but i still have enough energy in me to type out a thinking post.

so i was thinking,
am i changing? not physically (for any of you who might think i'm so stupid that i don't know what puberty is). but am i changing mentally and emotionally? i was thinking about what justin said just now when i was on the phone with him and msn-ing at the same time. yes, they were snide remarks but still, they made me think. am i really becoming the sort of person that i dislike? am i turning into someone i can't control? i think i am. and that's why, i better curb myself before it gets too late.

don't fall bryan. don't fall.