TAKE ME BACK TO THE START

oh man, i just read this post on someone's blog. it's really just so sad, the feelings and emotions when your love goes un-noticed. then again, nobody said it was easy huh?

i guess, my new blog song, The Scientist by Coldplay, is pretty emo-rific. all about lost love, failed attempts at relationships and all. but then there's this tint of hope in the song, the kind of hope that keeps you pressing on even though all seems lost in love. i guess that hope's really important. whether or not your love's good/bad, you still need it. that's why it's my favourite song of all time even with all the new music i keep falling in love with.

my favourite song, from my favourite band.

enjoy! :D


**DIGRESS**

well, i decided to copy and past something i found that really meant something. again, it's gonna be pretty emo-rific. but somehow, i see some beauty in it.

DONT WORRY PEOPLE. I AM NOT GETTING AN 'EMO-ABOUT-LOVE' ATTACK.

so here goes...


the boy of ten in the front of the bus
shorts lint littered, reading his justice league
as i unplait my hair after school
the boy of twelve in the front of the bus
fumbling through his bag
as i laugh at his messy hair
the boy of fourteen in the front of the bus
with earphones in his ear
as i read my jane austen
you're beautiful with sunlight in your eyes
the boy of sixteen in the front of the bus
with a girl. the kind of girl every boy wants to suck up to
she's leaning on your shoulder, with a smug look on your face
i watch the streets turn to buildings
a year after, the girl is gone
the boy of seventeen you are
you're alone, and your mind seems far
the boy of eighteen in the front of the bus
head shaved and in moss green uniform
and for two years, i don't see you
but i wish i'd see you
two years pass, and the boy of twenty in the front of the bus
you're not a boy anymore, you've become a man
as i take my things and press the bell
you look up, i swear i could've died
you look back down, i swear i could've cried
so-
to the boy in the front of the bus
for the past 10 years
though you've not seen me
i have seen you
to the boy in the front of the bus
this is the last time i can say
boy in the front of the bus,
i love you
because i'll be going my separate way