ANGRY WITH SOCEER?

hah..i never expected that. someone got angry with me for choosing soceer. here, since you read my blog, i'll let you in on the details.

1.) yes, i did ask you to go eat dinner.
2.) no, i did'nt recieve the confirm from you.
3.) no, i did not give you my confirm that i would be eating.
4.) no, i did not know your lessons actually ended at 4 and you waited for 2-half hours.
5.) no, i did'nt know i would'nt be muddy and so did'nt have to go out to eat dinner.
6.) no, i did'nt get muddy at upper court.

and finally, NO. i HAVE a right to NOT go and eat with you. refer to points 2 to 5. you angry because i played soceer at the EXPENSE of you? look at point 4. think that i HAVE to eat with you once i propose the idea? refer to point 2 and 3. think i contradicted myself by playing soceer when in the first place my dad chased me out of the house cause of it? refer to point 6. and oh yeah, he only said i could'nt come in if i'm muddy. think i pang seh you? refer to points 2 and 3. think this whole fiasco is my fault? refer again to point 2 and 3.

logically speaking, i did not play soceer at the expense of you cause though you waited a long time for me to come, the occasion was not even confirmed. i know i sound crappy here but, no confirm = im not morally obligated to go with you. i still have a choice. and i say again, i did'nt even know you waited. and you expect me to sms you? what do you think i am? granted i do sms you in lesson but that does'nt mean i MUST sms you and ASK if you're waiting for me.

you know, i have 2 groups for friends who hardly or never mingle together. its not easy especially since 2 of my close friends are from different groups and are mortal enemies. but at least don't talk about me till i prefer the other group. if i did, i would'nt even be talking to my first group of friends. the vibe i'm getting from you here is that you not only want me to choose which group i want to be with but that it's wrong for me to go with the group you hate. you once told be the world revolves around no one. those were you're words. and if you practice what you preach, this ENTIRE situation would'nt be happening.

personally, i see nothing wrong with hanging out with my other group of friends. but if you do, and if you think that i am wrong to do so. come tell me in the face, in front of your group. i would'nt mind. it would break our friendship but if thats the kind of person you are, i think i would be better off without you.

so i'm waiting for your reply to this post. i know you'll read it eventually. when you make you're decision tell me. as for now, i'll fufill my promise of a birthday gift to you. after you recieve it, realise that i'm no longer in-debted to you. and before you say that i have to walk joan home cause you walked rachel home, hear me out. i doubt you did it.

i'm willing to apologize, but im not going to give in to something i feel is wrong without a fight.