TODAY WAS PLAIN BAD

today really really sucked. first, my watch broke. its like totally spoilt and the minute hand is out. i dont know how the heck i'm going to fix it. the watch really meant alot to me. and then again, its breaking is probably a sign of things to come. i havent talked to her for 2 days, seriously, i don't know what happened. and then winston and edmund had to crap all the way to the mrt station about joan, when they already knew i was'nt happy after my watch broke. anyway, i think i'm gonna just bury myself in work and forget about all this. life seriously is'nt going my way now. i don't know what i did to deserve all this. maybe i should just become and introvert and just go school, talk to nobody and go home straight after school. God help me in this time of need.

theres nothing my God cannot do. i believe in that. but yet, why does it seem that God is'nt here?