ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

WHAT IS THIS?! what kind of marks are these?! my emaths, practice and do tys till i wanna faint before exams and all i get is.........53 lousy marks?! C6 leh, c'mon man.. (besides the fact i lost 10MARKS to careless! always careless, i feel like slapping myself)
and my sciences ain'nt any better, i studied, not much, but i think enough to pass. and i end up with 2 F9s and 1 C5. my humans..i'm prepared to get a 4. my english, judging by what mrs.ng said about the class marks, and DAMN IT, qian ru got highest again!. i think i should be satisfied with a 3. and my amaths? don't talk, i pass i very very happy already.

so lets add up shall we?
L1R4 : 3+4+5+6+7 (im realistic for my amaths) = 25.
L1R5 : 3+4+5+6+7+9 = 34.

what kind of results are those...man, my L1R4 is 16points higher than my target!

so i reflected. i'm gonna take the following steps. if they don't work, i don't know what will.

1st : write a letter to apologize to mum and dad for letting them down. i'm too ashamed to talk to them about my marks.

2nd : beginning with physics, i shall RE-WRITE all my notes, to see what i've left out.

3rd : by the time study break comes, i shall RE-DO all the maths tys questions.

4th : memorise notes till my brain bursts.

and most importantly, pray daily for strength.

to all the people out there who feel like giving up or that you've failed, don't. i know it's cliched, but it's prelims. so 3 weeks more! 3 weeks more to slog at the books, don't give up now! then we all do well in the big one. it may seem like it's not worth it to put in so much effort and yet come out short, but God never lets us down, and he'll reward us for our efforts! so gogogo guys!

9 points here i come!


Lord, i know you pulled me through this time. i thank you for that. be with me as i study and prepare, and let me know that you are there. this is pray.