:'(

this post is going to be about someone very dear to me.

from day1 i have supported you and cheered for you even when the chips seemed like they were down. when you won in life, i smiled for you. when you made mistakes, i stuck by you. even when you were under pressure, so bad that i almost counldn't bare to watch, i still didn't turn a blind eye to you. our relationship started 4 years back.
4 years. that's a pretty long time. for me, they have been bittersweet. i've seen you change, both for better and for worse. i've held on even during the times when you got my hopes up but let me down in the end. it was passion and love that kept me staying strong.
but then, even after all my efforts, my hopes i harbored for you, you let me down again. this morning at 5.30am, you let me down. words cannot express how i feel. i'll still hang on. i'll still stay by you.
but this time, i must ask you this:













WHY NETHERLANDS WHY? WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU? WHY DID YOU LET RUSSIA OWN YOUR BUTT? WAHHHHH!



ahem! either way, i'll still stick with you. i'll be here by your side. i'll still stand by you.

thus concludes me tribute post to the Dutch. so near yet so far.