AFFECTED and SURPRISED.

today is a stay at home day cause we don't have exam. so far things are good, yeah.
so about me being affected,
last night i was just going through some Q.T material that i had collected over the years, and for fun, i decided to look under 2 important dates, the day prelims start and my birthday. and i'm sure it was not sheer coincidence, cause at the prelim date, the reading was about putting what we say into action, and on my birthday, it was about the power of prayer. whoa, haha, i was really touched cause these were things that i needed the most at this time. so i am thankful to Gof, for in a way talking to me. yeah. (:

about me being surprised,
just now, i was going through blogs and came across joan's. no offence meant if you read this joan, maybe i mis-understood, but then from what i interpret, it's really surprising coming from you. i was reading the "tracks" post, and felt that it was quite meaningful at the beginning, as life really was that way. until it came to the part about some people's tracks carrying trains that are useless? so i took it as the trains were people and that some people were useless? if that was what it meant, then c'mon, why would anyone be useless? even if the guy was some gangster, he'd still have a purpose when God created him, and surely must be in this world for a reason.

and about the glennard thing, hes my friend, you're my friend so i'm not taking sides, yes, i know i say the f word too but then im not saying what i say cause of that. personaly i think what glennard said on his blog is quite true. i mean, he says the f word as some sort of slang language when he is irritated, you say shoots when you are irritated. both are words that come out when irrtated, just that the f word in context is worse, cause it vulgar. i remember you once told me that you say shoots cause you don't wanna say other words like shit or what, cause you considered them bad. so logically speaking, shoots has the same purpose as shit, just that it does'nt sound as bad. right? so there, technically, saying shoots and the f word has no diff right? cause in the end its not what you say, but why you say it, and its cause of irritation no? and if you were not mindful of saying "bad" words, then you would say shit instead of shoots right? cause it's not the word, its why. so, don't fight over small things like that, we all get irritated sometimes, and the words that come out are just a way of expressing our feelings. and joan, you can't tell glennard to stop saying the f word in front of you. i mean, hes so used to it already and all, and after all, to each his own right? if your boss says the f word constantly next time, you can't go tell him, hey stop it cause i don't like it? everyone has his or her own faults. theres a lot of things i wanna say about you joan, but i don't wanna spoil our friendship. if you're angry with what i wrote, then all i can say is i'm sorry.

whee-hoo.