THINKING.

today's incident set me thinking. as i was on the way to gugu's house, i was like,

what if that was me? what would i regret cause it was so sudden? and what i could do now to ensure that i would'nt regret anything. and i realised that my life has so much to regret about, not spending time with my grandpa and ma, brushing my brother aside when he wants to play, compromising my future by being some slacker everyday, not keeping in touch with God. i just thought that if it was me, i would'nt go peacefully and that i would'nt dare to face God. i faced it, i would'nt leave much of a story behind. i don't want to be remembered as that guy with lukewarm grades, a fading relationship with God and his family and who irritated the people around. i want to be remembered as the guy who tried, lived his life to the fullest and kept walking with God. i guess its reachable. and so i'll gun for it.

i want to impact those around me.