I TRY TO BE STRONG

tomorrows prelims!
bio prac and english compo. i pray for inspiration and wisdom dear Lord! had a great time worshipping you today!
to all sec4s out there, all the best! after this is the big one already!

today went to joan's church. whoa, during the praise song, the aud look like zouk. haha. then ate lunch, silently, cause rachel brought back last nights feelings by talking to me about it. haha.
went to joan's house to study, hah, cool house. after seeing joan's house, i don't think i'll mind moving into a flat end of year. though i'll miss the space my house has. came back, and ate porridge. didi's back anyway. hes trying to catch up on all the bullying he missed out on while at camp, so he's smacking and kicking me now. i can't believe he thinks i miss him. anyway, i got a new fav song! gifts and curses by yellowcard! thanks ryan, haha. its the lyrics that really mean a thing. especially the "i'll fight for you part". it sounds like a fight song cause its from spiderman, but still, extremely meaningful.


Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before?
I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below,
down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you ...
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break,
its all for you and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you.
Fight on for you...