APOLOGIES AND REGRETS

hello people, this post is just to voice out all the wrongs i've done to people recently. if the post doesn't really make sense, i'm sorry too, because it's 1.07am now. and i'm still tired from the headache. oh well, i felt very compelled to make a post like this, so here goes.

i just want to say i'm sorry to justin for acting like a real piece of shit just now during work. i was really stressed out and pressed for time. it did'nt help that i had some headache. and i know my attitude towards you at work monday sucked. i don't know how to say it but i just feel that i should be saying sorry cause i think i acted very pompus just because i interned longer than you. thats something i'm really sorry about justin. come thursday, i'll be a better person at work! count on it. and don't worry, you'll go far in this job.

i also want so say sorry to wayne because i didn't keep to our appointment to teach him guitar. i slept through the evening and woke up only at what, 12am? pai seh wayne, another day, as soon as possible, i'll teach you the song. this time is confirm one.

i want to say sorry to joan. actually, i had typed out this really long chunk of stuff that i've been doing behind your back. but..i think thats redundant. i just want you to know that i've wronged you quite a number of times recently, and that i'm sorry for what i've done. i really am. as always, i'm going to tell you to relax and take care. catch up with you when i do.

i want to say sorry to maryse for breaking all those promised to call and then not call in the end. i'm real sorry about that, and yeah, i'll try to not let that happen again.

i want to say sorry to denise chia, cheryl, gu niang and hubby for letting you guys down time and again. every week you ask me to go church and i make empty promises. from now on, things will be different. i'll go and i'll be constant. not letting you guys down again.

yeah, thats about it. 3 things to end of the post. if i missed out anyone, i'm real sorry. secondly, i really mean the "sorry"s i've said. yeah. finally, like what i've said before, if this post sounds weird and emo-ish, well, i'm not really thinking that well. but yeah, you get the jist of the post lah. hope everything goes well. take care people.

till next time!