MMMHMM

life has been pretty good these days i think. My O level results were satisfactory, the interview i had with TP went quite well and life itself has been smooth. i must thank God for this. He really answers my prayers in the morning and keeps me going till the evening. it's by His grace that i have even started to love work, and feel a little bored when i'm not in office. man, my Lord is really amazing!

so my weekends these days are for soccer, rest or church. i did'nt go to church this week though (sorry!). and my sunday nights are spent looking forward to work the next day. "shudders" please, i don't wanna become a workaholic. apart from that, the only recent development is that i've started talking to someone who i thought was in my past already. i don't know if its a right thing to do so, judging by stuff i've found out, but still i'll go with the flow and wait for God's word.

this is for you. i knew we would lose contact. thus, i wrote that post at the start of the year. i'm confused. on the outside i say i don't like you anymore and no longer embrace your faults. on the inside, i feel like a piece of me is gone. is it because i've become too used to liking you? or is it something deeper. i guess what justin said was true. i still like you. sorta. i'm confused. and a little empty.

whatever it is, i'll be your friend if you need one.