It has been a weekend of great guilt.

Yesterday, saw us spend the majority of the evening at Dorita's place barbeque-ing. ZOMG. i probably haven't ate that much since..maybe Christmas? we even had marshmallows. guilt guilt guilt. yes, Cheryl and Dorita are influencial people. make me weight-conscious.

Then today, out of the blue, saw the family head to Aunty Aisha's place for lunch. ZOMG (again). i probably haven't ate that much since..last night? her curry's soooooo good! i couldn't not not control myself, so i ate and ate and ate and ate. i felt like explosion. guilt guilt and more guilt! i am still bitter that we did not take the extra curry home. D:

Thank goodness there's a place called Gym. And it's ability to give me a placebo effect that i worked out and shouldn't feel guilty. PLACEBO.