TIRED.

prac today, was tiring and i went home in a grouchy mood. it is'nt helping that joan continues not to believe that i'm really serious about the "no suaning" deal. i'm sorry if i sounded that bad last time when i keep calling you pro and all, if i was, you shoulda just told me, you know i'll stop. anyway, hope this does'nt ruin our friendship or anything though. sorry for being irritating, no ill feelings meant yeah?

hold on for a while, i gotta go call my editor

AHHHH, MAN! MY EDITOR JUST DID SOMETHING REAL SCARY TO ME! SHE SAID THAT IF I DON'T DO MY "MARKET YOURSELF LETTER" IN 15 MINS SHE WON'T DO THE RECOMMENDATION LETTER.

THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD THAT I MADE THE 15 MIN MARK! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! NOW I HOPE MY LETTER TURNS OUT GOOD AND THAT MY DPA GOES WELL! THANKS AGAIN LORD!

my God is big, so strong, so mighty!
my God, he's so good to me! yeahhh!
he's my God and he is my refuge, he's the rock on which i stand. he's my fortress, God he is my life, he holds the ocean in his hands!
there's nothing my God cannot do! there's nothing my God cannot do!
he's my God and he is my refuge, he's the rock on which i stand. he's my fortress, God he is my life, he holds the ocean in his hands.